What do I do...? I'm so useless...

[lonesanta]

I'm so worried. What do I do? What do I do?

First is the whole studying abroad thing. My god..I want to go so much...If you ever live in Vietnam, you'll know how Vietnamese students SUFFER..especially the last year..Usually we study from 7am to 4pm..then cram shool until 9pm (I gave that up last year because I couldn't take it anymore...I was mad

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[mikomi_tears]

I don't know you well, but I feel for you. I think those of us who are capable of much, worry much (meaning that you wouldn't be worrying nearly as hard if you weren't smart enough to do so). That said, I'm going to share my thoughts with you. Feel free to take my advice or ignore it as you wish...it's just meant as encouragement. *hugs

[lonekamo]

can u go to the US instead?
Suddenly there's this feeling creeping over me...
I'm glad that I've graduated (monday night) and when I look back... I treated myself so badly... *shudders*

You're intelligent, just when we think of others around us, we feel insecure (I do that all the time)
*__* the hectic studying in vn, I'll never forget... I dont know but my mind is blank right now

If you can go plz try your best so there'll be no regret.

Your eng is great, you put me to shame, I think u can write better than me so believe me, it should be a cake for you. I know what you're thinking right now, that I'm just coaxing you, repeating the same thing that everyone has said. I get slightly annoyed when ppl keep telling me my eng is good, no, it's not good, esp when I see others like you who's living in vn but does no less than me, what does that tell me? So I do understand u perfectly... now u know that you're not bad right? (since I'm worse)

I feel quite shitty today *__* for apparently no reason... eff it... here st i've made for u

[lonesanta]

I don't know what to say..I really don't know..

Thank you so much, lonekame, I'm glad I've met you..We haven't known each other for long, we haven't even met personally, but I'm really thankful that we come across each other.

Thank you again, Mai! When I read what you wrote to me, and saw that wonderful gift you made..I was speechless, I know I'm not allowed to be sad anymore, because you're here with me and I must not let you down with all my depression...

Thank you so much..I'll continue to try really hard. Who knows, one day we can see each other, right?

Thank you, I love you!