i am really good at putting on a strong face. but i can feel myself missing him more and more. merh. i am having such a hard time focusing on this boring reading. i dont even know what to write.
I know I've said it a thousand times, along with everyone else, but it gets easier. You're gonna have the times when you just break down and cry, or miss him so much it hurts...I still do and its been 4 months, but compared to where I was not long ago, I'm in repair. So are you. It isn't like one day you wake up and poof you're better. He was a HUGE part of your life for sooo long, babe. It'd be odd if you didn't miss him to be honest. You put so much in to your relationship with him and your life together. It just takes time...and friends. Keep your chin up. My sister told me when my relationship ended, "Every flower must grow through dirt." Its true. I love you forever and ever, to the moon and back.
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There are days when you'll probably pendulum between "worst decision ever" & "I did the right thing for ME".
you'll be back to yourself soon enough, mourning a long relationship is healthy and normal, although inconvenient =)
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