It's time to be honest...

[lonestaryella03]

You see my smile. You hear my laugh. Believe it or not, I am the unhappiest I have EVER been in my life. And somehow, it's still not showing through. But the tears are starting to fall. My impenetrable barrier is beginning to break. My strength is weakening. And my smile is starting to fade. My heart feels heavy. I've become a robot that simply

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[brownsuga_0630]

im soooo sorry u feel like this teddi...it hurts me, but being open and honest that everything isnt right is a good thing whether it seems like it or not....i honestly know how you feel b/c ive dealt with those feelings all my life...and yeah i still have bad days but there ARE MORE good ones....just pray...*(yeah i said it)* and he'll remove the soreness in ur heart...and if u need me im here for =) i dont know exactly what hurts but i know that it wont after a while and that you will be okay...everyone has these moments in their life and its perfectly fine b/c they are just that---MOMENTS...not the rest of ur life....

you're beautiful, sweet, caring, intelligent female with ALOT going for yourself...yeah ppl says when it rains it pours but the sun does com back out again...just remember that for me *winks*

i love u teddi <3

[ripjam82]

Hey Ms. Teddi I know it has been a while. I was reading this entry and couldn't help but to comment. I know how you feel to a certain extent. I find myself questioning somethings that God do. I asked mema (my mom) why I do it she says it's in a human's nature to want to know why. It's nothing wrong with wanting to know why and asking god is not wrong either. I have been unhappy for a while myself well you know why and from that point on it felt like things were getting worse. I took it upon myself to cut the world off and to try and fix me and mend my broken heart, my bewildered mind, and my bruised soul but it took me to look in my mother's eyes to see I needed her help and guidance. Some things I did need to do alone but most I needed help with cause I didn't know how. We think we can do stuff by ourselves but most of the time we end up making it worse. Never question your self worth cause you are worth much more than anyone can pay. You have a path in life you must follow and in order for you to make it you must excercise your soul