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[lonevodka22]

so it is that once again i feel compelled to write...but i cant really figure out about what. honestly i feel as lost as ever. i know what i feel, and im damn proud of myself for ignoring it. but should i be so proud? is it such a good thing? im no longer motivated about school...i want to be, i want to do well. but i just dont care so anymore. i

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[anonymous]

you have to love yourself to love someone. waiting in the wings and voluntarily being pathetic show very little toward this. so keep preaching, but you know better than anyone that you are biased. : )
and by the way, the last part seems a little hypocritical.

[lonevodka22]

i know what love is but im not worried about it right now. life is just a little difficult at the moment and im stressed. it happens and writing helps. im not preaching here. and im not sure i follow how anything is hypocrytical.