I have the same doubts about my future in general as well. Check out my journal under future. It's cool I finally know someone else besides me who isn't sure about school and college. *smiles* I love the song u chose for this topic as well. I feel numb quite often. That's why ppl say I seem distant at times, even my family. I can put on an act and blend. I use my perceptiveness to judge how I shoudl act. But you know, I liek it that way. I mean I have all these thoughts in my head and no one will ever know who I am because I keep them to myself. But I guess that will get lonely...*shrugs* I guess everyones different though and I guess you want to truely belong. In which case I guess Fletcher is the way. I'll give you the note I wrote today in the morning. It will hoepfully help you make your decision. luv joanna
Hey hun, what's this talk of changing schools?! Like you said you may not fit in anywhere else but you're doin' great for where you are and just being 15! The reason why I expect you to do so well is because that's all you've ever done... you've been the best and you've made great decisions! Everyone makes mistakes and I expect you to do that too, but what is this crap about giving up your ambitions and dreams? NEVER NEVER DO THAT just to try to fill others (ambitions and dreams) for you. I know you're giving it your all at your school, even if you're not getting all A's, but that's all that matters. You don't fail through life if you don't get the grades you were getting... I'm proud of you because of who you are and what you have done... so cheer up Charlie and just take a deep breath. You're gonna be fine... I love you! ~*S*~
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I have the same doubts about my future in general as well. Check out my journal under future. It's cool I finally know someone else besides me who isn't sure about school and college. *smiles*
I love the song u chose for this topic as well. I feel numb quite often. That's why ppl say I seem distant at times, even my family. I can put on an act and blend. I use my perceptiveness to judge how I shoudl act. But you know, I liek it that way. I mean I have all these thoughts in my head and no one will ever know who I am because I keep them to myself. But I guess that will get lonely...*shrugs*
I guess everyones different though and I guess you want to truely belong. In which case I guess Fletcher is the way. I'll give you the note I wrote today in the morning. It will hoepfully help you make your decision.
luv joanna
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