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positive reinforcements vs negative
Ok every one, I would like to ask, please keep stop with the negative reinforcements to try to make me feel better about things. It dose not help, and make me feel worst about things. I would like more contrive and reinforcement, I am already feeling bad as it is about this situation, and I don't need to feel any worse ( Read more... ) -
my stores page
there my new LJ for my stores
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feeling lost and week like a young cub
I feeling really out of it right now, have not had a good sleep in the last 3 weeks. I am lost in thought, feeling hurt, angry, tired and very frustrated. Though this is not all about this my feeling for one particular person. Things have been snowballing for some time, and thing just Exploded with thing that happen with the situation with her ( Read more... ) -
walking Zombie
well, the only way to describe my self, is a walking zombie, I apologize to any one I miss who is talking to me, I am trying my best to pay attention to what going on ( Read more... ) -
feeling better
well, sleep decent the last two nights, and starting to really feel so much better.
I wish to thank every one for being there for me. especially wish to thank invisibleu for really pushing me -
star light night
I stand below the night sky ( Read more... ) -
The Dreamers Dream
This is the Dreamer's Dream ( Read more... ) -
Blah!!! and I really starting to hate datting.
So I went out on my first date in nearly 2 years this evening.....what a hellish date it turn in to. got an email form a friend saying his setting me up on a blind date. well it was going to happen shortly after work....witch I thought would suck, would not have time to go home, since I had to get a hair cut.... this was not starting on the good ( Read more... ) -
frustrated and not looking well
In the last week My Frustration levels have, jumped to new levels. It feels like nothing can go right. As a result I started to Look to my past for help to see I am not a compete fuck up. I found I have achieved very little of my goal I have set before my self. I now feel like I have worked my ass of with nothing to show for what I have done. ( Read more... )
