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Nov 11, 2005 13:13

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Hi anonymous November 11 2005, 20:55:19 UTC
The media is buzzing about your deceased friend right now.
I had orginally found these pics on makemepretty.diaryland.com.
After following suzy's digital trail online, reading journals / newsgroups and the like I grew fond of her.
I think she was pretty and smart.
I did not know her but now I miss her too :)

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preachermuaddib November 12 2005, 04:46:46 UTC
I talked to suzy for a while about a month before she died.
I grew to understand why she wanted to die but I do think it is a shame.
She made me laugh and smile and I really wish she could have found what she needed in life to keep going because she made so many other people happy she deserved some herself.
Sad as it seems I hope she is at peace and happy now.

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preachermuaddib November 12 2005, 09:49:12 UTC
hi everyone. I too heard about this story recently as well. It is sad that she is gone. I feel for her friends and family she left behind.

I wish I could say she will be at peace, but, she committed suicide. People who do that cannot enter Heaven :(

That fact is one of the reasons I did not do myself in the last time I was very very depressed. No matter how bad things get, you always have something to live for.

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preachermuaddib November 12 2005, 09:51:27 UTC
One last thing, I used to be really upset all the time. I understand how she must have felt. But, I had friends and family who loved and cared about me. I saw a psychiatrist and got help.

I am so thankful for that... There was a decent chance I would have eventually gone too far off the deep end. Please, anyone with thoughts of suicide, do NOT do it! There is hope. Believe me! I completely turned my life around and am so thankful that I am alive.

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preachermuaddib November 12 2005, 14:40:43 UTC
I have my own Christian beliefs as do a vast ammount of people but posting on someones lj that the friend they cared for and miss so much will never be at peace is just a tad tackless espc. when you're professing your beliefs as facts, when you were not asked by anyone if she would be at peace and when you don't have the grace to ID yourself.
Please do not use this as an excuse to start a religious argument on someone elses lj and please do not reply to my comments annomouslly.

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xmeaganx November 12 2005, 21:29:04 UTC
<3

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long_division November 14 2005, 14:12:19 UTC
wow, i don't even know what to say. i had no idea that so many people knew about this. all i know is that she was my best friend, and although its been 3 years....it's still hard to be without her.

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purple_brain March 20 2006, 18:25:43 UTC
A lot of people know about Suzy. I've been following the case since '03.

It's interesting to me - did she ever mention her bisexuality to you? Or having vid cam sex with a man as old as her father?

It's all over ASH, River outed her.

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