FUCK

[long_goodniet]

everyday i keep making things worse for myself. And I don't want to take you with me. That's why I did it. I didn't think about it, i just couldn't take it, i realized that i'm not the person you fell in love with, that person is dead, and now i'm just this sad and empty thing with no love left to give and no capacity with which to receive it. i

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[staarwind33]

i dont know if this makes a difference to you or not, but i think about you every day, and im not just saying that, i really do.

[compunctions]

Hey, I hate to offer you platitudes when what you really need is the kind of comfort the internet can't give, but this will pass and things will change and you will be happy once more. And no one's forgotten about you; if they have, they weren't your friends to begin with. Your life moves linearly but things are never so dire nor so irreversible as they seem.

[compunctions]

ps. wish i could hug you.