Little dear soap bubble-to-be you hold in the ring for so long, and then you look away for a moment and when you look back a breeze had kicked up and it's just left a slight slickness all around the plastic and that's all, no more.

I feel loss every dayIn the meanwhile, I did finish my second speech outline. I am worried about its length. I am ( Read more... )

Here I go again being angry for no good reason :O I mean yeah, he's busy, so he's working. I'm working too. Why does that make me mad?! Man. I just wanted to talk I guess. I am a spoiled baby brat baby spoiled poop :O ( Read more... )

1) I bet vegetarians hate kissing each other because MAN . . . hummus gives you killer garlic breath ( Read more... )

. . . anyone know C++? I REALLY don't have time to be this clueless. Arrrgh.

*econ test friday
*monday: english test
*tuesday: C++ project due AND speech to give

Doesn't look like terrible much but this is cutting it VERY close timewise. I just want to be able to do these stupid projects without effort so I can move on to the subjects that ( Read more... )

I have tons and tons of work to be doing so I shouldn't be here crapping on about crap, but I was just sort of wondering if this happens to anyone else. Lately I've been getting lots of mixed feelings at random times talking to people, or persons, whatever . . . cognitively I know I shouldn't be annoyed or angry or hurt or what have you, but I ( Read more... )

Weird blood sugars all weekend. Maybe ovulating? Must eat nothing but broccoli . . .

i'm sure you can find happiness with someone else

Oh sure except ... I don't want someone else, and if it isn't you then I don't want someone else for a period of time at least . . . and during that self imposed nunnish period I guess I'll just try not to be so pathetic and needy. It's just really hard. Who said life was easy though. shrug shrug ( Read more... )

- Watch romantic comedies
- Listen to "...Said Sadly"

He kinda shoulda sorta woulda loved her if he could've ( Read more... )

you can feel warmth of the sun on your toes because you're wearing sandals that it's really too cold out to wear. I'm also wearing hol(e)y jeans, so that doesn't help matters. The hair is behaving today. I'm having a taco salad for lunch. Typical Friday, except that I want to write out a letter to Alan and send it off with the letter to Will ( ( Read more... )