Oh hey.
I'm 21.

Thank you to my friends who tried to kill me last night.
It was an awesome time =]

It was good to see you girls again!!! <33

Don't sit around wiating for somebody else to make you happy.
Happy is a do-it-yourself kind of thing.

Be true to yourself and to what you want out of life.
Broken hearts heal, but broken dreams don't.
(Plan accordingly.)

Make your own choices,
but don't forget--
you're the one who'll have to live with them.

Take chances now and then.
Chance is just another ( Read more... )

 i seriously don't know what to do or say to make anything all better ( Read more... )

 i fucking hate mike ( Read more... )

two years goes by so fast.
i obviously will never forget that day...
that strange sensation of NEEDING to come home from gvsu.
being at my mom's house no more than 15 minutes when we got the phone call.

this past year has been really hard.
i know that she would have loved to play with averie,
and i know our daughters would have been really close.

tonight ( Read more... )

FROM JULY 23, 2005:

longforyourlove (2:35:50 PM): RYAN.
longforyourlove (2:36:00 PM): ANSWER ME

longforyourlove (2:36:03 PM): or i'll kill you...and by kill, i mean i'll rip off your balls.

xoutmyeyes (2:36:15 PM): what did you just say? haha
xoutmyeyes (2:36:18 PM): goddammit kid.... you are so fucking awkward
xoutmyeyes (2:36:19 PM): i love ( Read more... )

uhm ( Read more... )

today has been fantastic ( Read more... )

 Happy Birthday, Jeremy!!!

=]

love! <3

so i was honest & potentially messed up something great.
i guess tonight i'll attempt to do some damage control, explain myself, and see what happens.

hmmm.
hopefully i made the right decision.

if i didnt........
i am so sorry.