waring-triggering
Heyy Bellas
so sorry to even say this to all of you but- i wanna cut and i feel really suicidal =/
i feel so numb and so sad. i really just wanna cry.
i fight with my mom every.single.day and i think she hates me. i really don't believe she loves me at all.
today in health class we talked about suicide.divorce.physical.sexual.&emotional abuse and those area ll things i am going through and have done through. i felt so so triggered by it all.
had around 200 calories today. thank god no binge. i feel too sad to even consider it.
been talking to my school psycologist all week through visits and e-mail. she is going to be so sad and worried when she reads how i feel right now. way to go selina. you suck. i really hate myself and i don't even know why.
i wanna be perfect and it is destroying me.one.day.at.a.time.
1000 thoughts r running through my head. my school psy has given me lots to think about. my friends have. just everyone. i feel so overwhlmed. idk what to do.
how r u all doing?
ilyy all<3
so sorry to even say this to all of you but- i wanna cut and i feel really suicidal =/
i feel so numb and so sad. i really just wanna cry.
i fight with my mom every.single.day and i think she hates me. i really don't believe she loves me at all.
today in health class we talked about suicide.divorce.physical.sexual.&emotional abuse and those area ll things i am going through and have done through. i felt so so triggered by it all.
had around 200 calories today. thank god no binge. i feel too sad to even consider it.
been talking to my school psycologist all week through visits and e-mail. she is going to be so sad and worried when she reads how i feel right now. way to go selina. you suck. i really hate myself and i don't even know why.
i wanna be perfect and it is destroying me.one.day.at.a.time.
1000 thoughts r running through my head. my school psy has given me lots to think about. my friends have. just everyone. i feel so overwhlmed. idk what to do.
how r u all doing?
ilyy all<3