so i found out that youve definitely lied to me about a couple things so far. anything else youd like to share? I dont know whats going on, and frankly, im getting close to the point of not caring anymore, a place i never thought i could ever get to with you. But whether youre still finding the truth for yourself or afraid to tell me, atleast ( Read more... )

look alot of things just dont make sense. Some things point to you actually caring, and loving me, and treating me like an equal partner in this relationship, and then others show the exact opposite. Which is real? Are both real? Are none of them real? I know what person i saw inside of you that i fell in love with. And you were starting to ( Read more... )

so what the heck is really going on? first you are apologetic and on my side after the letter or maybe you just didnt want me to be mad i dunno, and then you say you need to talk, and then you yell at me for being at the school, question my intentions, question whether i love you and call me "clingy", and then i hear three different stories about ( Read more... )

the show went well, we were better received than a certain brother of mine thought we would be, he was tryin to tell me that the people there werent really much of a jazz crowd, but they actually told me that they were up for a change, something different, that and matt weleber is one hell of a guitarist for his age. There was one piece that tom ( ( Read more... )

so when im goin through hell and i need answers, and i need you, you turn your back on me, did you even really do it? Oh yeah, my family may be moving sometime soon, because my dad's company is fuckin around with everything, and he's gotta start lookin for another job soon. So yeah, life is fun right now. Everything's upside down, and the one ( Read more... )

so why did you take me off your friends list? now im fuckin confused as hell, and i really dont think YOU would, your parents might, but hey why not, if they threaten to kick you out, whats next? At this point, i dont know whether to be angry, depressed, confused, forgiving, sad, or feel sorry for you, cause hell i dont know if its even you that ( Read more... )

so is a certain person ever coming online again or even reading my lj?

hey its me, are you just not coming online anymore or what? Is it something about me, or something i said or did? Or are you not allowed online anymore? Whats goin on? Anyways. I love you and i miss you sooooooooooo much. God i feel like shit today, and i wish i could just cuddle up with you and hold you in my arms. I really wanna talk to ( Read more... )