I can feel something inside me say, I really don't think you're strong enouuuugh.
=Do I=
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: ...maybe.
Have sex?: on occasion
Give oral sex?: no
Receive oral sex?: eh
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: about dead people I don't know, all the time
Remember your first love?: haha stephen boch in kindegarten
Still love him/her?: I haven't talked to him in 10 years
Read the newspaper?: no
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: a lot. Let's see. Erica, my favorite bisexual, is the only girl (I think?) Possibly Amanda and Mary-who-cut-my-hair. Then there's Ben, Jon, Buck, David/Mike, Cesar, and bisexual Paul. I think that's it.
Believe in miracles?: I guess. For miracles to exist there has to be fate, and I believe in more of a guided free-decision making than that
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: if you've been socialized the right way, I guess
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah
Consider love a mistake?: no
Like the taste of alcohol?: yes, especially Baileys
Have a favorite candy?: dum dums. only 6 more wrappers until I can get that shirt
Believe in astrology?: yeah
Believe in magic?: yeah
Believe in god?: In a way
Have any pets: two dogs
Go to or plan to go to college: BERKELEY.
Have any piercings?: ears
Have any tattoos?: soon to come
Hate yourself: nay
Have an obsession?: probably
Have a secret crush?: tons
Do they know yet?: maybe?
Have a best friend?: i have friends!
Wish on stars?: I'm open minded, not a child. I wish on eyelashes.
Care about looks?: sometimes.
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yeah
Have you ever been intoxicated?: very
Favorite place to be kissed?: *points*
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": not caught, but I'm working on it
Are you a tease?: probably
Shy to make the first move?: yeah
=Word association=
Rubber: penis...yeah, I wonder what's on my mind
Rock: hard place
Green: vomit
Wet: day
Cry: me a river, Justin Timberlake has managed to waste another 3:14 of my life
Peanut: gang
Hay: fever medicine used to be made of 99.9% coca extract. Do you like cats? I like cats. (They're delicious.)
Cold: play
Steamy: shower
Fast: food
Freaky: friday (not that new trash. I am talking oldcore, with the water skiing)
Rain: sunday
Bite: me
fuck: ...me
Blow: to save myself from repition, I'll mention that movie Johnny Depp is in
Religion: sucks
--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: black/bleach
Eyes: brown
Height: 5'3
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: leopard skirt
Ate & Drank: quesadilla, hold the jalopenos
Read: Inherit the Wind
Watched on tv: TV...I vaugely remember that.
--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: house
beer or cider: cider, it's an all or nothing deal
drinks or shots: drinks
cats or dogs: cats
single or taken: single, with a side of men
pen or pencil: pencil
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: bleh, water
this or that: CHRISTOPER WALKEN! DA NA NA NA, NA NA NA NA NA NA NUH NA NAH NA NAH!
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: to smart to fight, to smart to kill. not that I've been brainwashed, or anything.
get really wasted with: I'm telling you, Agent M. But really kate or liz or sarah. Or Eric, as I've yet to see him trashed.
look like: myself?
be like: a hardcore sXe.
HAHAHAHAha.
avoid: a certain redhead
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: nick
hugged: er, david?
instant messaged: jordan, from utah
kissed: my doggy
--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: in my room
cry: in my room
wish you were: at jena's, acting like an ass
--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? yeah
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? it wasn't for want of love, more for affection
Drank alcohol? "Why, I've never had a drop of alcohol in my whole life, Mrs. Bauer"
Done drugs? Are we under oath?
Broken the law? yea.
Run away from home? once, when I was five. It's gone down hill since then
Broken a bone? no
Played Truth Or Dare? actually? I don't think so. I was never into those game, they were boring.
Played Spin the Bottle?: (see the above)
Kissed someone you didn't know? uh, no
Gotten farther than first base in a movie theater?: ...
Been in a fight? yea, with molly, that bitch
Come close to dying? I almost drowned
--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: SPICE GIRLS! Although I'm not sure if you'd call it "embarassing," since I flaunt it with shameless pride.
Your bedroom like?: posters posters posters, and some paintings of mine. My mom told me it looks like I painted it when I was on drugs. The voices are telling me she sees through me!
(note: nah, I did it in like 6th grade, it's just a kick ass sunset)
Your favorite thing for breakfast? fallaful my waffles
Your favorite restaurant?: Ruby Tuesdays
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: Crayola alarm clock
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: mashed potatoes
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: Final Fantasy...all the warring and hatred.
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: I WANT A FAMOUS FACE!
What is your biggest fear?: the dark. rejection. being underwater. spiders.
What feature are you most insecure about?: I WANT A FAMOUS FACE!
Do you ever have to beg?: sometimes, for money, but that's the life of a whore.
Are you a pyromaniac?: heh. heh. BONFIRE TIME.
Do you have too many love interests?: yeah, I have guys all over me. All the time. All of the time. Yeeep. Just look at them all
Crushes?: yeah
Do you know anyone famous?: I NOW HAVE A FAMOUS FACE, I LOOK LIKE PARIS HILTON. Hey, I think I got fucked over.
Describe your bed: 101 Dalmations. Mothafucka, what?
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaniously predictable, because it's endearing.
Do you know how to play poker?: no...as I saw vividly illustrated in the forementioned game where clothing was the cost of losing
What do you carry with you at all times?: My human-suit.
How do you drive?: soberly
What do you miss most about being little?: nothing, my kidhood sucked
Are you happy with your given name?: yea. OH OH. Today at DMV I found out on my birth cirtificate my middle name is "M." NOT Marie. I am the notorious Emily M. Woohoo, beware.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: OMFGWTF never.
What color is your bedroom?: many, many colors.
What was the last song you were listening to?: sex and violence
Have you ever been in a play?: yeah
Who are your best friends?: gah.
Do you talk a lot?: no
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: I belieeeve in life after love...
Do you think you're cute?: people tell me I'm attractive. Do I believe them? Maybe.
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: yeah
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: mostly, except that I get annoyed when there is too much bullshit, especially when that bullshit is deterring me from pysical endevors. (AHEM.)
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: friends, as the terms are incestual
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: Where is my camera?