lulz, problem solved. kinda. not-hiatus still in effect, 'please tell me if you see me turn weird over the next few weeks' still in effect, the fact that I shouldn't be allowed within ten feet of livejournal in the throes of a panic attack still in effect. sorry if you saw that mess.
summary: I'll probably be dropping threads/dropping and coming back to threads a bunch for a bit. also, this emo kid needs to cheer up. CARRY ON.