Broken Promises.

[longsii]

So I was looking forward quite intently all day to sarah's phone call at the end of tuesday. It should have been wendsday but once again I was pushed out of the way for that little piece of shit faggot Adam. But Since she said she'd call me on tuesday I figured what the hay. It wasn't that real big a deal. However as I sit waiting for the call

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[rainbowxix]

I'm sorry to hear that you are going through this with your girl. I hope that when all this is resolved that you don't go on another one of your HATE sprees. I didn't like that. I felt like you hated me when I didn't do anything wrong.. you know? I love you Matt, never forget that..

love lil sis,
brittany

[stormoverkrynn]

Ok.. Maybe You should'nt expect so much from her, For one. God.

" She fell asleep in which case I'm apparently not important enough to care about staying up until midnight "

Ok I'm surprised your in a relationship, with paranoia like that. I admit I get a little crazy. You've helped me with some stuff. But Matt, c'mon now.

I'm still mad at you... Actually..no I'm not..I forget why I was..but Yeah. Seriously.

btw: I just felt like being a bitch about it here, cuz you need to trust her a little more, man. Lol. Sorry.

[longsii]

lets start right now with the fact that not only has she not done either of the things she said she would on separate days. I've heard nothing out of her at all for nearly four days. Two of those days I was suposed to recieve a call or an e-mail consecutively. I got neither of them. She hasn't ever forgotten to send me anything after this long a time. So I'm kinda worried okay.

For all I know she could be fucking dead. She's not exactly the most defensive person I know.

[lilflower]

Hey, i'm not that weak. sorry if the post below was somewhat harsh, but you made me angry... and ya know what i get like when i'm defensive (which i get like very often) Just calm the fuck down, i'll call you next week and we can talk about it okay?

[longsii]

You sure you aren't going to go out again and leave me home alone desperate for the sound of your voice in my ears. -when it comes to her has major abandonment issues-

[lilflower]

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

Well, for one Matt, you are your paranoia can go and fuck itself. I didn't call you tuesday because i went out on tuesday and got drunk and had a life, ya know, like i'm meant to. i didn't call you or e-mail you wednesday because the meeting about the america thing is -next- week and i warned you, that i wouldn't call you because Adam was staying over. now it seems you just can't cope. if you're going to be like this every time i'm unable to call you then you need to seriously rethink yourself.

And another thing. Don't you fucking dare insult Adam in public on your livejournal ever again. it hurts me that you're going so low as to call him things like that. he doesn't go around on my livejournal calling you horrid names. If i see anything else like that, i will seriously rethink coming to see you this summer.