my curse

[longsii]

You know I've said before and I've explained it to many people over the last few months since I've discovered this, but it is at times like this when my curse truely hurts the most. Just when I think everything is going to work out great and I will finally have someone around that understands me and can really be my friend, it all falls apart and

Comments

[ngsilver]

You know what you do when you're at an impass? Make a decission and stick with it. You'll never change your situation in life if you wait for others to simply stick with it. I mean, people change, times change, and people move on. Seriously dude, this might be a good time to think about changing your suroundings

[ngsilver]

but most important of all you should NEVER doubt your life.

you only have one of them, and whatever happends you should never regret what you did. if you make mistakes, you learn from them. overcomming hardships is what makes you a better person.

if you truely think youre still being punished by karma for past atrocities, then perhaps it is time you start atoning of your own accord. sitting there and letting karma come back over and over again wont change things. that's something YOU have to do yourself.

[longsii]

Nat-chan.... That's why you are and always will be my greatest friend. Thanks.

[rufustehshinra]

She was never yours to loose.

[longsii]

what in the HELL made you think to say that. For one it was blatently obvious I wasn't talking about love or shit. So why don't you think before you say stupid shit. I've tried to be nice. Fuck I've done everything I could to be as supportive of you as I was of Chloe, and you have to say something fucking stupid like that. Way to go genious. For your information I was talking about more than JUST chloe. I was talking about you too. The fact that you are moving way the fuck to chicago is simply and issue that there is no chance that we could get together randomly anymore, because instead of 1 hours its 6 to get ther. So next time you feel the need to say something that was stupidly jealous you might want to consider the concept that maybe I was talking about something else.

I veiw chloe more as a kid sister than anything else so next time... watch what you say and pay more attention before you say it.

[rufustehshinra]

I didn't say it was about love. Did I ever say that? You're the one who's acting like a weeping, emo jilted lover. Don't get sarcastic on me, and don't you fucking cuss at me, just because I reminded you that there's not really that much to get upset over. You're not losing either of us, but if you're going to act like an ass like this, you've got a good shot at it. Niether one of us appreciate you talking to me this way. Maybe instead next time you should just politely ask instead of getting all in my face. You may be heavier than me, but you don't fucking scare me in the slightest. We are moving to Chicago because we feel it's our only opportunity to move up in the world right now, and keep moving forward in our life

[longsii]

you know waht.. piss off. I'm not in the mood to deal with it. I tried to be nice. and I was happy that you were going where you needed too. Pardon me for being upset that a couple friends were moving so far away. But you know what. With that attitude I'm glad. Peace... Maybe you'll get lucky and die in a car crash on the way there. But then again... maybe You can just jump from a balcony.

Piss off

[rowenstar]

um not to sound bad but soon they will be sleeping in the same house as me and i really wouldnt be happy if someone DIED :( i think everyone just needs to calm down a bit and take a deep breath life does suck but, like you said you can drive! and that means if all of you are talking to each other again mabye you can visit :) just take life in strides and never wish you or someone else is dead because if it did happen you would regret it for life. your life like theres is very important dont wast it on one fight. if you fight about anything fight for your own life not taking someone else's away. and i am here for anyone who needs me no matter what. k so smile and be happy and like your one friend said mabye it is time to move and make a good change. it just might help

[longsii]

.... you know... while what you say is very wise..... read a couple of the other entries.... I retracted most of what I said and appologized for them....

Heheh... I'm not a big person oon death... I say alot of things when I'm angry or depressed, for real... I'm a passafist.