writing this letter is taking a lot out of me.. the first draft, so to speak, completely broke me down..and then going back and rereading it and editing it wasn't too much fun either. i wish i could like..imagine how he'd respond to it. i think that'd make it a lot easier to decide whether or not i'm sending it, because i can tell you right now i'm ( Read more... )

i just had a really long update and my computer shut down. i fucking hate computers. i'll be working on it now, so..like..yeah, it'll be up soon.

So, I'm writing to my dad.. and since I'm, as someone put it the other day (in speaking of himself) "a compulsive archiver," I had to post it here. Comments are welcome, because they won't affect whether or not I send it.

( Letter..finished, I think.. )

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Being Drunk's A Lot Like Lovin' You - Kenny Chesney

I drank till I stumbled
I drank till I fell
When the drunk part was over it hurt me like hell
Now I know about drinkin so I know one things true
Bein drunk's a lot like lovin you

Cause I loved till I stumbled
I loved till I fell
When the lovin was over it hurt me like hell
I know what a taste of the wrong ( Read more... )

soooo not really feelin too much better

lookin like no 'vacation' this year.

might go to new orleans this weekend ? idk..

nothing to update about...sooo..bye

i bought a mouse pad today..it's just plain gray and actually kinda thin.. i'm gonna decorate it. sharpies.

i also bought the movie "double jeopardy"...good movie. it's kinda nice having money haha. i think later i'm going to watch "the divine secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood"...or maybe "the notebook." who knowssss.

whoooo.. nothin to update about ( Read more... )

( some.. mmmm.. (older) hotties.. )