I can't wait to get out of brandon area. I hate it so much ( Read more... )

Sg was awesome tonight. I talked to a lot of cool people. Hung out with some nice friends. And things are finally going good with Ricky again. I'm happy for that. I love that boy to death.
Things are going well all around. I'm glad for that.

Going to the hooka tonight. Should be fun. Hope for it to be fun.
I don't know what to do. I'm just so confused.

Weighing down on my chest. I just broke an angel's heart. Wish I could have been a different person.. or maybe at a different time. I just feel so empty. I am a piece of shit. I did this. I tore her apart ( Read more... )

It's okay now. Everything's pretty much okay I guess. I've seen Bri every day pretty much. We are like a married couple it's cute. I like it ( Read more... )

LAST NIGHT. Bri spent the night at my house. Last night was good up until about 3 in the morning. Everyone knows I drink a lot. so we drank. She's a real light weight I already knew that. I drank more than I should have gradually thought the night. We started drinking at like 130 ( Read more... )

Dang I can't believe how late it is. I've been up for only 4 hrs and that just seems weird for me. I don't like sleeping the day away. Well... maybe depends on who I am sleeping next to ( Read more... )

-So I'm sleeping like a baby one early morning right. My phone rings. I pick it up say hello with a scratchy sleepy voice. And I hear on the line her scratchy sleepy voice. Babe it's time to get up to go to work she says ( Read more... )

I'm over at Bri's right now.
I've been throwing alot of mood swings lately. It's odd I haven't ever acted like this... I'm worried, but I don't know specifically what about.
I'm one of Irish's kids. That makes me feel soooo specail. Irish is one of the women from sacred grounds.
Well I'm off. I'm taking Bri to dinner.

I have some chores to do today. Spending quality time with my mother. How wonderful.