Ok. It's hard to write, knowing now that someone is going to read it and judge you on it. That's why I no longer let Adam read my notebook after that first day. I don't want to loose my spark. Writing about what I think seems hard to me now.. so I just will not do it. And that's that ( Read more... )

Jeeze what do I write about today?? It's been so long since my last post. Well not real long. It just seems long for me ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a day of fighting.. and now I feel better. Alot better actually. Everything seems all back to normal with the family just my relationship with Cassadana is the only thing on edge right now. I'm worried.. but I shouldn't feel worried. Even though I feel like I didn't do anything wrong I still going to grovel on my knees and ask her to ( Read more... )

Fuck this shit.

NEVER EVER EVER drive back from fucking Orlando around 9. Ya it seriously sucks. IT took 4 hours to get home. The problem was all the friggin road work. I felt like we were playing red light green light. Fuck that shit.

Urg.. I'm kinda upset! My apartments that I'm moving into in Aug, paired Ricky, Cassadana, and I up with some girl. I thought we were supposed to make that decision. She is a christian and a radical republican! I don't see how management thought that she would click with us! So Ricky and I are going over there to go see what's up and if we can ( Read more... )

I don't know if I meant what I said about Ashlee last night.. So I'm going to forget it.. lol. What I truly think I need is time by myself and maybe someone else to help me through it.. But I'm pretty much fine on my own.

I'm horrible.. I took the bait ( Read more... )

So I took this personality test online.. and it said at the bottom that I was ( Read more... )

1. what school do you go to ( Read more... )