I had a great day at work today, just a usual kind of boring day. I have something to smile about.

Boredome kills people.. well not me anyways. I usually can keep myself on task most of the time. But for my family it tends to end in slaming doors or broken mantlepieces. Heck, not everyone should be able to agree on everything ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. I can't believe what I am doing. As much as I don't want to say goodbye, I know it's the best. I just want to be that perfect one for her and I'm to used to doing the pacifying thing. I'm not good with this heartache stuff so why'd I get involved with it in the first place ( Read more... )

I have a plan.

I lied. I had a horrible time. I got my hopes up about spending time with Ashlee and it just fell apart right infront of me. Everyone is mad at me mom, cousins, my brother and I wouldn't doubt it if Ashlee was. I tried so hard. I blew 200 dollars with nothing to show for it. I tried so hard to satisfy everyone. I haven't ever cried so hard. I'm ( Read more... )

I am at Orlando right now so I don't have much time to get on and talk. I'm having a pretty good time. More to come about it..

I love it when the room spins.
I am such a horrible person.

This long day is finally over and it seems that yet again I can't sleep. What's the matter with me? I must have some defunct disorder ( Read more... )

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Sipping on wine, time is not flying by. I can't fall asleep. My lips feel like they are bursting, being kept locked up in this harsh world I have built around me. I can't sleep.