I feel a change coming on

[look_out_gatsby]

I've been feeling very nihilistic as of late, so I decided to change my layout accordingly. I needed something darker than crazy Vonnegut text and red boxes.

Why have I been feeling nihilistic? I blame the book I'm reading for Brit Lit. Under the Volcano, by Malcolm Lowry. It's interesting; I genuinely do not enjoy reading it while I'm reading

Comments

[knittinglizzie]

aren't you allways feeling nihilistic? and wouldn't feeling nihilistic be going against nihilism? I mean feeling any feelings either way would definitely be something, not nothing.

and i'm just being silly because it's labor day and i had to work and you're probably hungover. damn the man.

[knittinglizzie]

i spelled always wrong. damn me.

[look_out_gatsby]

i'm not always feeling nihilistic, just sometimes. it's more that i live in suspicious fear of nihilism. i'd like to believe that this all means something, but i fear i'm wrong.
and yes, i suppose feeling nihilistic would go against nihilism. but then, in that regard, wouldn't calling yourself a nihilist go against nihilism, as well?

either way, i feel like i want to watch the big lebowski now.

[knittinglizzie]

haha thats the first thing i thought of too