or i can  b r e a k .... and take it with a smile.

i'm so tired of pretending like i don't need this. i tell myself i don't have to have this to be happy, but i do. it's all lies. every morning i wake up thinking about it and trying to push it out of my mind. failed attempts. then late at night i ask for that sweet forgiveness that only You can give ( Read more... )

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well i don't have to be at school for a while, so i figured i'd write a little sumthin sumthin ( Read more... )

he called me fat.

diet starts tomorrow.

xoxo,
Holly

yay, a survey! i haven't done one of these in so long ( Read more... )

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it occurred to me that i haven't updated in a few days ( Read more... )

today has been one of the most stressful days of my life. this morning i woke up at 4:15 and thought about all the things i needed to do today. i'll never survive as an adult. anyway.... here were the stressful things ( Read more... )