At mary's feelin good about everyhting. right now. i am here with kortney and jacob. and i dont even need the drugs to be happy and have fun. i am here with the people that care about me. and right now that is what i need. but i am smoking a cigerette... god it feels good ( Read more... )

why do i have to be happy for once but fuck up something so great at the same time. now everyhting is my fault. i am here to help everyone and all i am being looked at is like a phoney and bascially a life fuck up. all i i am doing is messing up everyone life. so i told my dad to send me away. i told him if i was such a big fuck up in the family ( Read more... )

yesterday at work i was upset all day... because i dont want annabelle thinking i used her. that is what casey said. i didn't use her ever ( Read more... )

Your Love Style is Agape


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For a long time you are the only reason why i smiled.
but know you are the only reason i frown.

ISN'T LIFE A BITCH

WHAT HAVE I DONE TO BE SUCH A FUCKING HORRIBLE PERSON ( Read more... )

i am going to get over all over it...
and put on a mask that hides my scars...
no one will see it. no one will notice...
i might even look like everyone else...

I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO SAY...

BAD DAY...I GUESS!
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me and annabelle broke up. for the record. too hard to explain...
but on other notes everything is good. i think i am just gonna go to Anderson and find me a couple of hotties... what do ya say VERONICA!

the picture says it all for me...
i'm out

all i want is to have you  here in my arms.