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I've been struggling with my body today. Its felt very achy and my posture has felt terrible today. Very slouchy and my muscles have been tight and stiff. So, I've tried to take care of myself. I ate well, took my vitamins, and took a muscle relaxer to try to improve my posture and allow my body to be calm ( Read more... ) -
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Symptom
I'm depressed, physically. I wonder if it's possible to be physically depressed and avoid the obvious consequences of also experiencing emotional depression ( Read more... ) -
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I'm overwhelmed underneath. Constantly multitasking - making minor advances in micro tasks. I'd read half a page here and sneak in a YouTube clip there. Filling the space between breathes with substance so I could catch up. Always trying to catch up. I've never wanted to do one thing. I've always wanted to do everything. So I'm going to do ( Read more... ) -
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Memory fragment
Sometime I can remember the image or color or movement of a video or an event but that's all. I try to remember the whole thing but all that comes up is a fragment. Like scramble porn. -
Waking Up
Somewhere at sometime a thought inhabited my mind that a person was either good at something or they weren't by nature of their very talent ( Read more... ) -
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Ive always wanted to be creative and im just not. Or maybe its just that doing what im good at is boring to me so i always try to give myself a challenge.
Whatever.
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Never too old
First of all, my first krav class back after the new year and after loosing Fundy was fantastic. Im excited for my krav instructor test at the end of March
Stayed up until 3am playing zelda nintendo land with my cousin robert.
I used to stay up late with Bobby playing road rash, flying warriors, streets of rage, jackel... To name a few.
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Wake up notes
Totally groggy and tired this morning. Did not wake up refreshed at all.
I might be taking too much melatonin.
Bring on the coffee...
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