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random facts about me enjoy
1. my middle name is Nicole
2. i love to dance
3. i love watching chick flicks
4. i used to play soccer
5. i wish i didnt care about what people think
6. i miss the way things used to be
7. i laugh to hide the pain
8. i trust people way to easily
9. im sick of being walked all over
10. i tend to leave before i get left
11. Josmarie Marchanny is my best friend
12. i hate two faced people
13. i look like my dad or so everyone says
14.i want to loose 10 pounds
15. i wish i could just let loose
16. i keep my guard up
17. i miss old friends
18. im addicted to gilmore girls and one tree hill
19. im freakishly tall and i hate it
20. i hate sterotypes
21. hospitals freak me out
22. im a procrastinator
23. i dont want to look back and wonder "what if"
24. im terrified of the future
25. my favorite bands are the postal service and the used
26. i love walking on the beach
27. i like watching the sunset
28. i admit it i listen to britney spears and christina aguliera
29. i wish i wasnt afraid to take chances
30. sleeping beauty is my favorite disney movie
31. when i was little i used to pretend i was sleeping beauty waiting for her prince
32. i like going to the movies
33. im afraid of being alone
34. i love taking random trips to target
35. my favorite color is red
36. i cry when im upset and or frustrated
37. i tend to hold in my feelings
38. i love all night phone conversations especially the ones where you fall asleep on the phone
39. i hate that i compare every guy to him
40. dancing is my escape
41. i can resite almost every line from the movie the pest
42. i miss the butterfly feeling in my stomach
43. i miss the way he made me feel
44. im proud to be an American
45. i wish i was closer to my family
46. i want to make my family proud
47. im afraid of heights
48. im addicted to lifetime movie network
49. im stubborn as hell
50. i love going to hockey games with my dad is a form of bonding
51. i want to travel and see the world
52. i love accents
53. i want to be me and not be ridiculed for it
54. i had braces when i was younger
55. when im really upset i write
56. i like reading random quotes
57. im trying to be more upfront with people
58. when a song i like comes on the radio i will not hesitate to turn the music up and sing along maybe even rock out
59. im an insecure person
60. i dont like it when my friends date my exes
61. i hate that im not on good terms with any of my exes
62. when something good comes my way i tend to screw it up
63. i hate friends with benefits... someone always gets hurt
64. i hate pretending im ok
65. im tired of being alone
66. sometimes i wish i could fly away
67. i dont handle death very well
68. i read into everything
69. i dont open up easily in fear of being hurt
70. i love the christmas season
71. i love having someone to keep me warm during winter
72. i get jealous easily over stupid things
73. i love being told im beautiful... because i dont hear it often
74. i like to cuddle
75. i do indeed like country music yes yes i do
76. im a florida gator fan if your not i wont hold it against you
77. i get frustrated when people question my morals
78. i want to be famous
79. i tend to push my political views on others
80. i love taco bell
81. i hate how people beat around the bush just come out and say it
82. i wish i was nicer to people
83. i hate people who toss around "i love you" like its nothing
84. im addicted to pepsi
85. i always have my friends back no matter what
86. when i get nervous i giggle
87. i tend to always think the worst
88. trust and honesty are very important to me in friendship and or relationship once you brake my trust its hard to get it back
89. i love all the scream movies i think they are funny as anything
90. it takes me an hour tops to get ready in the morning
lastly id like you to answer a question for me. what do you do when the guy you love is in love with someone else? yes im still in love with him and it didnt hit me until friday night when i got to spend time with him and although he doesnt believe it if i could have i probably would have stayed.i didnt realize how much i missed him until friday night and well they say the best things are worth fighting for and something in my gut is telling me not to give up this time.