my head hurts. I've been sick for like a week and a half now ( Read more... )

this week is moving so god damn slow ( Read more... )

I'm never going to have that back- you stole it from me ( Read more... )

uhm. shit is kinda the same. I am trying to be proactive...trying....

I am having fun...I dunno what to do otherwise.

I saw weird people last night. Mixed emotions all around.

this is a useless entry.

alright so ( Read more... )

alright. I have talked to my mom, slightly ( Read more... )

fuck-fuck fuck fuck.
I am upset, yet again.

he smelled good. hah.
fuck. I can be so fine then I can't. Its really fucking tiresome.

I don't need people, I don't...or I need to keep telling myself that.
fuck.

fuck.
kjhfdkhsdfiurnasdlfskjsdfkudfuvjlk.
that sums it up I suppose.

I do believe I am depressed. Funny how I can write that in an open blog online and cannot say it outloud to my friends. thats kinda odd ( Read more... )

so my head and my heart continue to battle for the use of my body and it is really fucking me up ( Read more... )

I'm losing it-again.
I'm a dummy.
I'm embaressed.

I know what I need to do just doing it is so hard. I am so bothered.
I give up right now...wait until winter. I look cuter in winter. hahaa