ugh. frustration ( Read more... )

oh golly. I saw grizzly bear last night at the black cat. Soooo goodddd. soooooooooo gooooooooooooodddddddd ( Read more... )

I wrote a letter to him last night, thinking he could read it. I feel like he could but my brain keeps trying to kill that idea. I wrote to him, directly to him, it made me feel closer to him. I wish I was closer to him, I wish I knew more, I wish things were not the way they were. There is nothing i can change about it though, I should not ( Read more... )

Its 5:40am, I just got home and my only wish is to have the ability to smile wider.

What a night. I feel so euphoric...I cannot sleep. Perfect. This is what I needed.

Its 3:30AM and I cannot sleep. I am laying in my bed wishing my ipod was closer....but sadly al I have up here is a sidekick and an alarm clock. I hate bunkbeds ( Read more... )

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so the first week of second semester is now over ( Read more... )

woo! I just sent in my final essay for my last minimester class. Now I have a week free for nothing to do but lay around, shop and pack ( Read more... )

I have been so overwhelmed recently. Damn minimesters and such, I have no time for video games ( Read more... )

its been a little while.
So, I feel completely lost and yet I have so many plans for the future and they make me smile.
I am almost done my applications for umass and boston university. I am ready to move on, grow up, and really live.I guess thats kind of a big contradiction because I am not sure what I am doing now...I'm lost. But, I suppose ( Read more... )