College is a different way of life. I different thought pattern all together. One moment you can be in a class the next in a bed next to someone you do not know that well. Alcohol is most likely the reasoning for this transaction ( Read more... )

so. I slept in my bed for the first time in about 3 weeks. though I slept on the floor. does that say much ( Read more... )

I am feeling lost again. I don't know if I am doingt hings right anymore. I don't really know how to live like this ( Read more... )

I have been out so much recently. I barely even remember the last night I spent in my own bed ( Read more... )

I am lost.

nothing is real, nothing is permanent, nothing is concrete.
Everything is in the air.

who am I? Where do I come from? Where am I going?
[if only the painting held the answers, Gauguin you trickster.]

I had a dream last night that I arrized in Italy with nothing but the clothes I was wearing ( Read more... )

There is no love like apathy.yeah. I guess thats how I feel. I feel lost. I do not know how to think. I do not know how to react. Maybe it is me who is wrong. I am so tired of being weak, I do not enjoy it and especially do not enjoy when people take advantage of this. Well not many people can, but there are a few. Random calls, random ( Read more... )

and I am once again lost.
I don't know what to say. I don't know how to act. We are both nuts. This should be fixed.

This is really hard.

and then she is once again alone.
Sitting under the stars, only wanting to share it with someone else.
But no one can listen when nothing is said out loud.


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