5th post [private]
I wish to review my actions during the past few days. I shall make this in private not to perhaps bring shame to my family name or the people associated to me.
My first thoughts after hearing the rumours about Dan-sama's disappearance were less than formal. There is a possibility that I have become affected by his kindness. Since his powers are empathical in nature I can only explain this as left-overs of his powers uninentionally affecting me, as I know only purebloods can affect lower vampires like me. I do not wish to blame Dan-sama and I will not give voice to these thoughts as they imply Dan-sama is not in full control of his powers. I write this down so you, Father, have the knowledge, incase something goes wrong. You have trained me well, yet even I can't disobey a direct command from a pureblood. Even less if should I be able to, should my suspicions prove to be correct. I am genuinely worried over Dan-sama.
I left the Atobe heir and our company, and returned to the school incase here I would be of better use to Dan-sama. I have been here for two days, he hasn't come back. I still believe none of the rumors taking wind here about the reasons to his disappearance. I have no proof, only my belief and my sharp sense - instinct, should you call it so. That very instinct you saw fit to sharpen.
I must make a shameful confession. Watanabe-sensei made a disturbing comment in his journal earlier, you should find his journal in my friends page, Father, you should get there by clicking the "friends"-link in the top of my journal page. His comment implied Dan-sama had lost his mind and started performing in a filthy gay-oriented strip club in the town, I don't wish to make a comment on why there is such a place near the school. I confronted Watanabe-sensei with sharp words but he stayed adamant about his claim. I needed to make sure. He was wrong. No one resembling Dan-sama has ever been seen near the club. Father, I should like this place to be closed. It's called The Pretty Prince and even if I don't believe they should be able to remember me, I am terribly ashamed having ever stepped near the place.
As you know, I cannot contact Dan-dono to inquire his son's where-abouts. It isn't my place to question such a high levelled vampire as it isn't my place to question Dan-sama, but I am very worried, worried enough to ask you to do this for me. I wish I could say it is to complete my mission and become closer to Dan-sama than anyone else, but I cannot. You have instructed me to be completely honest with you, so you can interfere should I stray from the mission. These are my personal emotions.
It may be, should I be right about Dan-sama's power-leak, that Dan-sama wishes me to look for him. I have taken account the power leak may also be intentional.
That is all I have to say. Good day to you Father.
My first thoughts after hearing the rumours about Dan-sama's disappearance were less than formal. There is a possibility that I have become affected by his kindness. Since his powers are empathical in nature I can only explain this as left-overs of his powers uninentionally affecting me, as I know only purebloods can affect lower vampires like me. I do not wish to blame Dan-sama and I will not give voice to these thoughts as they imply Dan-sama is not in full control of his powers. I write this down so you, Father, have the knowledge, incase something goes wrong. You have trained me well, yet even I can't disobey a direct command from a pureblood. Even less if should I be able to, should my suspicions prove to be correct. I am genuinely worried over Dan-sama.
I left the Atobe heir and our company, and returned to the school incase here I would be of better use to Dan-sama. I have been here for two days, he hasn't come back. I still believe none of the rumors taking wind here about the reasons to his disappearance. I have no proof, only my belief and my sharp sense - instinct, should you call it so. That very instinct you saw fit to sharpen.
I must make a shameful confession. Watanabe-sensei made a disturbing comment in his journal earlier, you should find his journal in my friends page, Father, you should get there by clicking the "friends"-link in the top of my journal page. His comment implied Dan-sama had lost his mind and started performing in a filthy gay-oriented strip club in the town, I don't wish to make a comment on why there is such a place near the school. I confronted Watanabe-sensei with sharp words but he stayed adamant about his claim. I needed to make sure. He was wrong. No one resembling Dan-sama has ever been seen near the club. Father, I should like this place to be closed. It's called The Pretty Prince and even if I don't believe they should be able to remember me, I am terribly ashamed having ever stepped near the place.
As you know, I cannot contact Dan-dono to inquire his son's where-abouts. It isn't my place to question such a high levelled vampire as it isn't my place to question Dan-sama, but I am very worried, worried enough to ask you to do this for me. I wish I could say it is to complete my mission and become closer to Dan-sama than anyone else, but I cannot. You have instructed me to be completely honest with you, so you can interfere should I stray from the mission. These are my personal emotions.
It may be, should I be right about Dan-sama's power-leak, that Dan-sama wishes me to look for him. I have taken account the power leak may also be intentional.
That is all I have to say. Good day to you Father.