Nothing, NOthing, Nothing

[looktheotherway]

I am so sick of having to "think" about my dreams, and the bullshit of future. I am eighteen and I don't know anything about anything...expecially the fucking future. I don't excel in anything, so I will become nothing.....so why not begin now? I have completely lost all ambition to do anything especially anything  art related. It is sad to say

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[cander]

Then damn thinking about the future, if it only causes you pain and anger then stop worrying about it, try to live in the now instead. Maybe by looking into the future to find what it holds you are actually looking in the wrong place. I guess what really is important is the now. If you happen upon some sort of motivation, ambition or dream it will happen in the now for that is all that we truly know. And if not oh well, enjoy and make the most of what you are experiencing now.

If you look far enough into the future we are all dead. So is living in the future like being dead already?

I don't know if I am right in what I just said. All I know is that what you are doing now is killing you emotionally. I hope this is of some help. I love you and always will be here for you.