don't really know what to say... a lot of work to get done and basically no time to get it done. My nana is in town, so I spent the weekend hanging out with her and not getting the work done that I needed to do. God this week looks awful ( Read more... )

I am having an overall stressful day/week/month/year. Beyond dealing with school and the impending thesis which needs reasearching, writing, and everything to be done, I keep having dreams with my dead grandmother in them, and I wake up feeling just sad. I also broke up with my boyfriend of 1.5 years (with one month break in there) again. ( Read more... )

a good friend of mine who I had originally had romantic intentions with (but for the last three years have just been friends) is now in another relationship and it brought up these feelings in me which I wish I did not have. Why must I be jealous of this other girl? I'm in a relationship... I just want my friend to be happy... bah. I'll get over ( Read more... )

well... school started two days ago and I am happy for that. still have to finish an essay from last semester, but that shouldn't be too tough since I'm practically done ( Read more... )

dSo... Christmas is in two days... there have been good and bad things going on for the last three days ( Read more... )

So, I left for Duluth again last Wednesday because I got a call from my dad saying she only had hours/days left. So I hurried up there and was there until last night (Saturday) and she is still with us. Not doing well, but still kickin'. She will wake up sometimes and have brief moments of lucidity. I slept at her hospice room one night and at ( Read more... )

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I just got back from a ski clinic at Afton Alps and am tired. I think I will ask Isahm to bring me food because I don't want to go get any. Kind of like when I'd writ Elliott a letter asking for burrito Loco and he'd go get it ( Read more... )

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So, tonight was a pretty good night ( Read more... )