what do you feel so numb about? it depends on the incident. if it's like war and/or bad things like rape and murder and it may have something to do with something deep inside you that you haven't touched yet.
if it's something else, i don't know like what perhaps more minor, then maybe its something that you don't need to get broken up about because a part of you realizes what you thought was the worst possible thing isn't really.
that kind of thing has happened to me when you feel like it's the worst thing that could happen, it happens and you barely care. it's natural. it means your not supposed to have that thing anyway and what may seem like something bad right now will eventually turn out to be good.
thats my anaology without knowing anything that's going on. feel better sunshine~
Numb? or just life.funshadeMarch 4 2006, 21:43:40 UTC
I some times get that a lot accualy. I get insulted i blow it off my cat runs away hardly feel a thing. never cry at funurals or feel sorro for any one whos family memeber died. I break up with my girlfriend, i act like it never happend. Its like the world around just doesnt get through.
I just disreguard the whol incadent. i feel like i dont need to care to feel and happy that i dont. life moves on and i move with it. I dont know why this happens to me or you but i just dont question and move on.
Possably this really is what life is like and not like the shows or movies where there is a teary scene and every one is effected by the loss of love or life.
Well I don't know why, I'd have to think on it, but you know you can talk to me if you need to. I'll think on it and try to get back to you because I'm not really properly functioning at the moment. XD
haven't read your LJ for a while... a lot happened I see. I'm sorry I keep on forgetting to call you or if I'm too lazy to do so... I see you in school but I never really have time to talk because I always need to finish up my hw in school v_v;; I don't know why you're emotionally numb. It has something to do with the chemicals your brain produces I guess. I don't really know how to answer your question, since most of my time I don't feel my emotions. Well, it's like an empty void for me. Vacuous. Most of my life just flutters away without me even feeling anything or knowing what the hell just happened. I think it's pretty natural for a human being. It is quite impossible to "live to the fullest". It is hard to do so especially if one is a cynical pessimist. I'll log on to YIM after I take a shower, if you're on I'll talk more.
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if it's something else, i don't know like what perhaps more minor, then maybe its something that you don't need to get broken up about because a part of you realizes what you thought was the worst possible thing isn't really.
that kind of thing has happened to me when you feel like it's the worst thing that could happen, it happens and you barely care. it's natural. it means your not supposed to have that thing anyway and what may seem like something bad right now will eventually turn out to be good.
thats my anaology without knowing anything that's going on. feel better sunshine~
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I just disreguard the whol incadent. i feel like i dont need to care to feel and happy that i dont. life moves on and i move with it. I dont know why this happens to me or you but i just dont question and move on.
Possably this really is what life is like and not like the shows or movies where there is a teary scene and every one is effected by the loss of love or life.
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I don't know why you're emotionally numb. It has something to do with the chemicals your brain produces I guess. I don't really know how to answer your question, since most of my time I don't feel my emotions. Well, it's like an empty void for me. Vacuous. Most of my life just flutters away without me even feeling anything or knowing what the hell just happened. I think it's pretty natural for a human being. It is quite impossible to "live to the fullest". It is hard to do so especially if one is a cynical pessimist. I'll log on to YIM after I take a shower, if you're on I'll talk more.
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