i sometimes just wonder every now and then whats the point of ever raising my expectations of finding someone..its the the main thing i think about a lot it just sometimes when being around my friends i feel kinda like the 3rd wheel..i was actually glad brian brought his bestfriend to the races cause then i didn't feel so alone..i'm kinda glad he ( Read more... )

i'm at work right now and just wanted to say hallo to everyone who reads my journal..I'M SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ONLINE!i miss muh friends..anyways..work is going very well...i have to be at work tomorrow at 7 till whenever? ah well..its more monay for me and my pocket :D well I'm gonna go before someone gets mad at me for writing in here..well..be ( Read more... )

something is telling me that this week is going to be a slow one. i can already tell by how today is going slow and i am not even at work yet. i at ease with where my life is going right now but at the same time i keep asking the same question ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to be okay ( Read more... )

I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT A COMPUTER FORRRR TOOOOOOO LOOONNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I'M SO GLAD TO BE BACK!!!!!

i just moved the computer into my room..its pretty groovi to think i have a computer in my room for the first time in all the years of owning a puter..its hard to get situated..i'l figure something out...bibiz for now

i have a sunburn on my nose and cheeks..it hurts :( bahhhh i cant smile really big..ah well..i'll write more later..

so tracey how are you doing? im good thanks..so angela how are you? ......................*looks down and waits for a comment on this entry*

:) I'm in a good mood, seeing as my new job starts not this week comin up but the next week..I'm happy as hell about getting out of the shithole i'm at right now..my boss called me today to ask me if i could come in tomorrow i guess i could..*shrug* its extra money in my pocket for lunch one day..i am having "i dont give a fuck" attitude right now ( Read more... )