It's 6am and I can't go back to sleep. I woke up from a dream that was built around her. Last couple nights I have came to the conclusion that watching the Jersey Shore only brings back memories of us. Seeing Sammi and Ronni fight and make up, brings back those memories of what use to be us. I recall being that guy being the jerk to push her away ( Read more... )

Final night in Cali and I spent it with Sarah going to a warriors basketball game. I sometimes feel I make wrong choices when I choose to spend the last with some one who likes me but I only see them as a friend. I feel like I give her hope anytime it's one-on-one hang out with her. But fuck it, she bought me a ticket to go to the game with her, I' ( Read more... )

Someone sent me this song out of response of how they felt or it reminded them of me, something along those lines. So i sat and i listened and to my surprise i like the music but lyrically its not bad. I figured to share it since I'm probably not going to write as much but to explore the music world and share it. Songs that relate and don't relate ( Read more... )

Only bad thing about winter is the colds, flus and every other viruses that is passed around to get people ill. But in my case it could be allergies and a sinus problem. Barely breathing, and my head is pounding like a mofo. Could my last day with my fiancée get any worse? I spent most of the day in my room just snuggling with her and watching ( Read more... )

THIS LITTLE MAN IS BACK!! Yes sir. Thanks to the loveliest friend - Jenna. I'm back with a new milestone ahead of me and a shit load of obsticals in front me ( Read more... )

We grow up we learn we live. We fall in the arms we trust and lean on for guidance. But in time, we all have to grow up and stand on our own two feet. Become the person god wanted us to be...Independent, Mature, Responsible. I've done enough leaning and relying on family for too long and its now biting me in my ass. I'm forced to find my own ( Read more... )

I dont know if anybody even reads this but dammit its been a while and I got the feeling to type something. I dont know what about but I just have this urge to type about anything that comes to my mind ( Read more... )

Recently lots of shit came down. Army recruiter called me...and it turned into this big fiasco. All within a matter of 2 days I'm doing things I thought I never would have thought to do. Funny thing is...my recruiter believes I'm all for the army when the truth of it all is I'm scared shitless and dont want to be involved. I told him I didnt want ( Read more... )

I'm getting old and I feel my back catching up on me. I'm getting a lot of back pains when I'm sitting down...I dont know if I'm sitting down wrong or if I just got a REALLY fucked up back. I realized everyone is heading back to school -- Brett and Matt already started school at the university and Kayla is gonna start in less than a month. Not too ( Read more... )

I'm making a confession ( Read more... )