so long sweet diary. im going away for awhile. not sure when or if ill be back but i probably will be. till then... - Jamie

ahh tonights prom! im so excited!! Bellerbys mom is picking me, Ash, Ry, and Jac up from school at 11:40 and then were off to Belles Bridal to get his tux and then me and Ash are going to her house to get ready and do all that good stuff. im so excited! my moms taking me and ash. im getting pics with bellerby and yea....so after prom im going to ( Read more... )

gahhh im sick of it all! i wish i could start all over from the very beginning so i could become the person that i always pictured myself to be. i generally think im a nice person but maybe im thinking wrong? According to a whole bunch of people im not a very nice person. Maybe thats my fault but it could also be their fault. The only time im mean ( Read more... )

hey everybody! im at Ashleys right now. Were pretty bored. Im going home soon tho cause i have things to do. Painting my room has been a success so far. My side of the room is a yellowish green and my brothers is a blue. His is hard to describe but its nice. I got my new bed too and my mom put it in there so i cant wait to try it out tonight!! :-D ( Read more... )

hmm i dont really know what to write about. Lots of emotions goin around. Mom thinks i should go to therapy since she finally can see that theres something wrong with me. The thing is i DONT WANT TO GO to a doctor. I cant even talk to my friends about it. how the hell does she think im going to be able to talk to a complete stranger about it?! she ( Read more... )

HAPPY EASTER GUYS!! tomorrows easter. I go to my Aunt Debbie and Aunt Rhondas every year for an easter egg hunt. Its a lot of fun for the most part. So so far on this long weekend Ashley sleptover on Wednesday, Thursday me and Ash worked out lol, Friday I went midnight bowling with everybody and tonight i went over Ashleys for awhile. It was fun. I ( Read more... )

i must really be stupid. i know exactly what i got myself into the last time and then i got out of it and now im going right back into again?! i must be stupid or something?! gahh i dont even want to talk about it..its really dumb but ughh i dont even know!! its really confusing too!! im goin out bye! <3Jaimerz

ok so i know i havent updated in awhile. Ive been pretty busy since the last time. Ive been in a better mood for the most part i guess u can say. Before the weekend hit i wasnt though. Over the weekend i hungout with RyRy, Ken, and Rys cousin Sean. Saturday i sleptover Ashleys. It was me, Ash, RyRy, RyBe, Ken, Jenna, and me and Ashleys friend Dave ( Read more... )

oh god here we go again...guess they didnt know who they were getting themselves involved with when they said somethin. hmm im not even gonna try and worry about it cause it doesnt have to do with me this time *thank god* but i have that odd feeling ill be pulled in somehow. ::shrugs:: we'll see. If i do get pulled in all hells gonna break loose ( Read more... )

i was going to write an entry and then i just realized i dont know what to write about. Ive been very spacey, blank and depressed lately. I dont really have anything to be depressed about i dont think but i part of me thinks its all emotionally and mentally. Im not sure i dont really care anymore. So i really need to talk to my one bestfriend big ( Read more... )