1.Need to focus
2.Need to go out more
3.Need to focus
4.Need to go out more
5.Need to quit being so damn retarded

that pretty much covers it.

life is good.

Today didn't go exactly like i planned but it ended on a good note none the less thanks to my friends. I'm still sorta angry. I'm not sad or anything I'm just frustrated by how dumb and selfish people can be. i guess it all boils down to one question for me. Is it worth it? I use to think it was and sorta still do but there is a part of me that ( Read more... )

hmmmmm. i just don't know.

Things are getting better i guess, but i'm still lost :P.

.....i honestly don't even know what to feel right now. i'm glad my friends are here for me and are always there to make me smile but christ why do i even get like this. why do i do these things to myself? why do i think these thoughts? who am i? There are so many things running through my mind right now and usually i just do the obvious and not ( Read more... )

some time i really need to follow my own advice. I think the worst part about being alone is that there is no one around for me to talk to/hang/have fun with, all i'm left with is myself and my thoughts and i don't really like it when i think about stuff. i need something to take my mind off of things so that i'm not always thinking about them. ( Read more... )

WOW, that's all i got to say about this first half of the year ( Read more... )

Growing up is sometimes the best route :P

huh, so i guess now i know what superman feels like when he's around kryptonite. When he's near and or forced to touch it he becomes drained of all strength and is weak and in pain and can't concentrate. when you take it away from him and eventually completely out of the area the recovery is slow but then he bounces back to normal after a little ( Read more... )