Things are a little... hmm whats a good word... erratic at the moment. I have a lot on my mind mostly being a)tech and b)Ben leaving and c)this is not helped by the fact that I am not sleeping
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It sounds like a holiday!! I know its ages away but in September I might be going up to visit my sister in Wellington and if I have enough Airpoints to get flights for both of us do you wanna come with? It would be something to look forward to at least! We can look into it when I get back if you like. You are so intelligent, the only reason you will fail is if you keep stressing out and forget silly little things so try and lax out and not stress too much and I know you'll do awesome because this is what you want to do and I know how much effort you put into it. Have you tried drinking tea like you did last year? It gave you creepy weird dreams but at least you slept right? Hope you are ok, not long till I get bck and we can pig out and go for walks to clear our heads, it shall be fantstic. Love Me. xxoo
A holiday sounds excellent! I was talking to Sarah about doing something like that the other day too because I really am going to need something to look forward to, to get me through missing Ben. Pigging out and walking on the beach sounds excellent... its like the best of both worlds, being slobs but then by walking it off we are not slobs, its a great plan.
I have been having the tea but a lot of the problem is that I need to go to the toilet at night, which doesn't help much so I have been trying to reduce the amount of food and fluids I have at night so I don't need to get up so much. Although I have been having the chamomile tea throughout the day when I'm at home if I'm feeling stressed, and I think it actually does help me calm down a bit. Half of it is probably having something to distract me from my original thoughts but oh well if it works its good! I had some herbal sleeping pills for at night but I seemed to become immune to them after a couple of weeks as well.
A holiday it is then, and if we can't get to Wellington then even Akaroa or Hamner for the weekend might be fun just to get away!! Yes, I do feel that pigging out then walking on the beach is a great plan, because its so good to pig out and then you get to have a nice walk along the beach to clear your head and send your troubles out to sea, yeah so it doesn't work like that but it's a nice thought. Anyways, hope you get some sleep soon, like a good sleep too!! If you like you can..look forward to when I come back! And then forget that Ben is going, and then I'll come back and you'll have a couple of weeks of 'oh shit he's going' and then we can plan a holiday and you'll have something to lok forward to. Anyway, I better go do some school work an stop leaving such long comments!! Love me. xxoo
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I have been having the tea but a lot of the problem is that I need to go to the toilet at night, which doesn't help much so I have been trying to reduce the amount of food and fluids I have at night so I don't need to get up so much. Although I have been having the chamomile tea throughout the day when I'm at home if I'm feeling stressed, and I think it actually does help me calm down a bit. Half of it is probably having something to distract me from my original thoughts but oh well if it works its good! I had some herbal sleeping pills for at night but I seemed to become immune to them after a couple of weeks as well.
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