sigh.........

[lord_jay]

I wish i could stop the bleeding, my heart hemorrhages a little more with every hole made. Those holes then crust over, forming a new brick that blocks me from feelings of old, feelings like love, respect, honor, & trust. I feel used even when i'm using, distrust even when i'm trusting, hate even when i'm loving. I feel this life is writing itself

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[drmark]

quit choosing shitty women that don't have attention spans!! they're the ones that will always show a lot of interest right away but lose it quicker because the only thing that keeps them happy is something NEW. best way to keep someone interested is to not show that you're interested in them at all. seems stupid, i know. and manipulative. hard fact i learned but am not so good at utilizing. it's like you have to play this little game of balances in order to get someone worthwhile to commit. why? because whoever created this shit loves to watch us writhe in pain and agony, thats why!

[drmark]

Hey Jay, sorry to bogart your post here, but I was just going through last year's entries on my journal. Ya know, I miss Stephanie a bit, even though she kinda abandoned us once the she got caught up in the Heathwave.
No real point, you're just the only person that would really understand.
So I told you.
The End.