( A small bit of musing )

It's really quite silly, but after my outburst about my latest suffering of depression, as it quickly begins to withdraw (Either from embarrassment or from short term improvement, it is a truly bizarre human condition) I'm desperately trying to claw it back for once in my life ( Read more... )

A small bit of advice/a disclaimer to those that happen to occasionally read whatever I throw up onto LJ ( Read more... )

Lesson I have learnt today.

Don't neglect taking Mr Anti-Depressant for a few days. It fucks you up.

Now to hope that resuming it after that break stops these side effects, and to pray it doesn't flip me out and make me do something none to smart. Still need to change my will.

Lexapro oh Lexapro, why hast thou forsaken me so?
My will to live is starting to give,
And currently this is the only way I'm brave enough to let it show.

A friend has set up a blind date for me ( Read more... )

If home is where the heart is, I feel as though I’m out on the street at the moment.

( How a city captured me, in not quite full detail :) )

Lily Allen. Absolutely loved her first album, with her attitude and spunk, variety of beats and tunes, all in all a really fun listen. Second album though, she's changed a fair bit. Fuck You has the old fun, but pretty much everything else feels pretty so-so. So unfortunate ( Read more... )

Alright.

So my cat loves to visit me whilst I'm in the loo. It's nice.

This morning, I had a cat overload. Three cats. Do you know hard it is to stroke three cats whilst you're trying to do your business? It's quite hard.

To those in the know, eyes, look over there! BSDM kitty for the win! Except when she/he/god knows what forces up against my elbow and makes me mistype stuff, this cat Milo is hell friendly. Hope Misty is doing fine... Yeah, she will be, she's an independant old mog. But the ragdolls here don't fucking flop! What the heck ( Read more... )