why do i feel this way right now? what is it in my life that is making me feel so damn miserable. sure I had a few cocktails. But I dont deserve to feel this depressed. What is it that make someone who they are? Is it a feeling of self worth, or self inportance. Cause honestly I dont feel that lately. Sometimes it is as if the world is just ( Read more... )

fuckin a. thats all i got to say right now. I am down in the dumps, and i do not know why. Sure the alcohol didnt or dosent help....but thats the way I feel right now. Totally worthless.

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Finally, no more musters, no more curfew, and all the alcohol I can handle ( Read more... )

Well I finally made it to Jacksonville, after some long delays and about 38 hours without sleep. It seems pretty alright here. Minus the zero cellphone coverage in my room. So getting a hold of me might be a bit problematic. All I can say is leave voice mails. Not many people call me anyways. Things seem alot more lax here, than at Great ( Read more... )

Well I found out where I am going after being here for going on 5 weeks. I am going to be going to Jacksonville Fl. And from what I have heard that it is a pretty nice place to get stationed at. I am still not sure when I am leaving. Hopefully sometime this week. I can hope right.

So I. need to get a laptop. I am looking for some advise, i still do not know all that much about them. I have been looking around online. I definitly want one with gaming potential. Any suggestions from anyone?? What not to get, what to definitaly get etc. Any help would be appriciated. Enjoy

Just incase anyone cares that dosent already know I finally entered the 21st century and got me a cell phone. so if you want to call me for whatever heres the didgits....224-436-3386. thats all i got in me right now. I have to go wax a deck...wee duty days suck my ass.

later yall...happy 4th.

Well boot camp is done, and things are interesting to say the least. A ole new world of confussion and intrique. I hope everyoneback home is doing fine. And I will try to get in touch with you all when I can. ttfn.

me

Sure I get the internet back working on my computer. And now suddenly it wont work!! GAH I AM SO PISSED OFF!!! I didnt change anything or even go to any questionable sites. And now IE will not open with out crashing. not to mention any other program that i have tried to open. Oh and the BIOS error for memory address. i am mad as hell. I ( Read more... )