I'm No Hero

[lordmakaan]

Though I've been tolds my efforts the past five days require such.

Honestly, folks. Five days without smokes has become unbelievable torment.

I'm in hell on earth.

God help me.

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paaaaaaaaaaul..

[have_some_juice]

wow.. you've stopped smoking? must be real hard on you.. but i'm proud of ya for keeping it up!Ü

where are you? how are you? i lost my phone last week.. :( finally got hold of your landline, but you weren't home daw..

hope you're doing alright.. ingat ka lang, okay?

best of luck with that no smokes thing. kaya mo yan! :)

and good luck with med!!!Ü

Re: paaaaaaaaaaul..

[lordmakaan]

In all fairness, exag yon. ;) Am ok naman, actually. Cravings still come and I'm constantly battling encroaching lethargy... but, hey, it's worth it, ne? :)

My cel number (the one I pay most heed to) is 09279142624. I'm, uh, not using my Sun much. ;)

Thanks, Bro. Still got a week left to settle into it. Meeks starts on the 7th, though. Which is why labas kami for the last time this Monday.

Keep me posted on ANI stuff, k? Separation anxiety. Wanna still try and keep up my attendance. Can't be all that active anymore, though. Hope ya get promo & doc. :) Just text me if ya need money. It's hell trying to arrange transfer with Kim so I'll hold on to our shit. :)

Good luck with yer last year. If ya still wanna start up that ad company of ours, lemme know. ;)

Re: paaaaaaaaaaul..

[have_some_juice]

hahaha.. i still want to.. let's just let you settle down into med school first and give me time to finish up on all my ad electives. :) taking up ad management this sem.Ü ii also bought flash mx.. been "teaching" myself the past few days. :P

thanks for the number.. glad to know you're doing okay naman. :)

will update you with ani stuff.. can't wait to make it up next ani school year.. no more practicum, so i'll be able to be there na for the kids.Ü

ingat lang! :)

Re: paaaaaaaaaaul..

[lordmakaan]

Hopefully I can be the same. Hehe

Wish me luck. Have really no idea where Meeks lives but hafta get to her tomorrow before 9. Shopping trip kami e. ;) *groan* Me and my sus-madali-naman-mahanap-yan-e! ;)

poor boy.

[keishiko]

bwehehehe. (syempre ako, oh so supportive and loyal friend, pagtatawanan kita simulang-simula pa lang.) kaya mo yan dear. (o ayan, supportive and loyal na ko okay?)

i'm a bit worried that once you start med, you'll start being sorely tempted to take up that nasty habit again. stress and all. pero... well... kaya mo yan.

haha, for what it's worth, i'm soooort of battling the same temptation. though syempre mas mahirap for you since you were already hooked before. fucking stress lang talaga. ;p

kaya natin to paul! anyway... i'm preeeetty sure taking up that habit is going to do more harm than good in terms of studies (pesteng studies yan), at least over the long term.

ah well. as if common sense/rationality/logic always prevails over human frailty/temptation. bleh ;p

...i'm not much help am i? sorry...

...anyway, i guess at the very least, this is an expression of my sympathy and sort-of solidarity. ^.^

and yes, i have an LJ now ;p

Re: poor boy.

[lordmakaan]

It really isn't worth it. I know, I know. I sound rather hypocritcal considering how many years worth of...uh...comfort that smoking has given me (and certainly my body cries "treason!!!") but, really, it's all illusory. It accounts for more crummy mornings and dizzy afternoons than...can't name her here. ;)

Haha kaya natin to!

Oh, speaking of which...mind watching Jacob for a bit. The crazy bugger is thinkign of quitting law. ;P Haha