The Check Up
At the studio today Rhys told us about his plans to marry Dan. I'm happy for him, I am. He has changed for the better since being with Dan, and Dan is actually pretty cool. But I can’t help but worry about Elijah.
They went through a hell of a lot together. Dragged us along for quite a bit of it as well, but still Elijah was always a part of us in his own way. I know how it feels to lose the one you love to someone else. Not my brother mind you, but that pain runs deep.
Now Rhys is getting married. I didn’t say much after he told us, just got ready for recording. I can’t stop my mind from wandering to Elijah. I really don’t know the dude, but I know he is sensitive.
Once we finish it’s a bit late, but I can’t shake the feeling of worry so I call Shox and get Elijah’s address. He made some cracks about me being a poor substitute for him and Elijah always wanting him… I sort of tuned him out till I got the address. Shox is a great guy, but that ego... well it's just Shox.
Pulling into the garage I’m recognized by the guard and he let’s me right in. Maybe I should have just called but eh, I’m here now. I find his last name on the board and see he is in the penthouse. I smile, Elijah does like the best.
Riding up the elevator I remember how it felt when I heard Josh and that little blonde whore were getting married. Two fucking months after we broke up too. Prick. Both of them. But I have to give it to Shox, he was right. It’s not Josh I miss, it’s what he represented.
Stepping out of the elevator I walk over to the only door and knock. I notice my watch when I raise my hand, shit it’s 11pm. Oh well already knocked.
They went through a hell of a lot together. Dragged us along for quite a bit of it as well, but still Elijah was always a part of us in his own way. I know how it feels to lose the one you love to someone else. Not my brother mind you, but that pain runs deep.
Now Rhys is getting married. I didn’t say much after he told us, just got ready for recording. I can’t stop my mind from wandering to Elijah. I really don’t know the dude, but I know he is sensitive.
Once we finish it’s a bit late, but I can’t shake the feeling of worry so I call Shox and get Elijah’s address. He made some cracks about me being a poor substitute for him and Elijah always wanting him… I sort of tuned him out till I got the address. Shox is a great guy, but that ego... well it's just Shox.
Pulling into the garage I’m recognized by the guard and he let’s me right in. Maybe I should have just called but eh, I’m here now. I find his last name on the board and see he is in the penthouse. I smile, Elijah does like the best.
Riding up the elevator I remember how it felt when I heard Josh and that little blonde whore were getting married. Two fucking months after we broke up too. Prick. Both of them. But I have to give it to Shox, he was right. It’s not Josh I miss, it’s what he represented.
Stepping out of the elevator I walk over to the only door and knock. I notice my watch when I raise my hand, shit it’s 11pm. Oh well already knocked.