The week has gone by fairly fast. It took me awhile but I feel very comfortable with Lij. Been in my swim trunks even. Made a few jokes about being a beached whale, but he assured me in his sweet way that I looked good. Funny thing - I believe him. I don't know, maybe when he looks at me he still sees model Orlando.

( Reality of the night )

Jesus that last guy was lame. I know some guys get off on my voice, but all I did was read the menu from China One and talk about how the food makes my mouth water! Although they do have some kick ass dumplings. Mmmm pan fried dumplings sounds good! Damn now my mouth IS watering.

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I have spoken with Lord Edward, and he has allowed me to meet with Raphael. A part of me wants to run, to block this out, but now that Gaspard is free of the pain he felt from Father's misery I know I must do this.

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After speaking with Michael I was determined to find the real Lucifer, but then..

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Why must we fight? We have so much in common, maybe that's it. But I don't want to fight him. I want to get to know him, learn all about him, help him learn to read and write. He thinks he is so smooth, but I know his secret and I want to help him before the others find out as well.

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( One comes to believe whatever one repeats to oneself sufficiently often, whether the statement be true of false. It comes to be dominating thought in one's mind. )

I need to speak to Michael. He has been distracted these past few weeks, and I understand, but I feel he holds the missing piece of the puzzle.

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( The poet is a liar who always speaks the truth... )

I leave with one last smile at Christian. He doesn't approve. Actually I think he might, but one of us needs be in good standings with the vessel.

( Because it's how I get my kicks )

I was pleased when I got word that Lord Edward wanted to speak to me. I had, of course, heard he had taken the family over from Gaspard. Word had also traveled fast that he had taken in new younger members. It was not hard to figure out what he needed to speak to me about.

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