I Need:
- More fun
- To see old friends
- To go to college
- To give

I Want:
- A car
- A new tattoo
- A webcam
- A Piano
- Freedom
- Strength
- Carefreeness

I Have:
- Amazing friends
- Good family
- Good job
- love in my heart <3

Hmm I realized that pretty recently my life has been very normal. No drama with anyone, nothing exciting going on with me and every things so carefree. It's never like that for me. I look at all my friends and they all have issues they are facing or interesting drama and I feel like I'm just side kickin all of their stuff, which is fun but can't ( Read more... )

So I worked 19 hours in 2 days and I found out I work 6 days a week for the next 4 weeks only having sunday off. Then I get a whole week off to go to queer spirit camp. I need to try to change things around at the YWCA cuz working 3.5 hours is really dumb. I don't know how much I like this kinda schedule. Gag me =[

I got a new tattoo last night, I like it and so do others and thats all that matters. It says ( Read more... )

Don't try to explain your mind ( Read more... )

I was upset over certain events that have gone by this week but I'm really trying to just move on and not dwell on things that can't be changed. I'm just gonna remain positive. I'm just cranky sometimes because I work a lot. Im pushing myself beyond any type of limitation I've ever expected to have. But I really want a car and at this point I'm ( Read more... )

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I really just can't grasp the idea of what some peoples intentions for things are. Like I really can only sit here and shake my head and say "Wow!". What amazing friends, seriously. Amazingly bad.

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hmm i hate when i get good news and i tell other people because it seems like pre programmed into peoples minds not to be happy for me. why is it that im always happy or excited for other people but everyone else is like the total opposite for me. my mom literally is the only person who is happy for me about anything. plus i tell certain friends ( Read more... )