when i first held you i was cold

[lornographic]

i don't think the same way anymore. that worries me. it's harder to be blissful these days. it's harder to be sad, even. i wrote all these things off as fake a while back, and now i realize some things are worth believing in. even if they won't last. i'm not normal. at all

Comments

[xhibiscus]

Loren, I know that I never comment properly and that I don't talk to you very often, but I have to comment.

I guess I can relate to you a bit about being a slacker. I got straight B's today and I was ecstatic about it. Having all core classes stinks =/. Teenagers are immature, too. I hate my own kind, isn't that messed up? I guess that's partially based on who I hang out with the most, but still. I completely understand your cynicism.

This is probably going to be hypocritical of me, but it's important that you just try to have fun now, because you may not have much time left. Being realistic is too much of a pain; we're only 16! Well, 16 or 17, but anyway... the future is still pretty far away

[lornographic]

lol thanks for the "proper" comment lauren. you're a cool cat.

-loren

[natilus]

loren in grease you will do amazing and i can imagine you up north all grown up with a beautiful lady to call your own.

i think that it is hard for all of us to be really what we used to be. its so strange some of us are noticing ourselves grow up and we dont want that. well i dont. i miss you loren and ninth grade that day was pure fun, it was amazing. we acted like five year olds, then we talked as if we knew what the hell we were saying, no matter what happened between me and those people, that day is so special to me. one main reason is becasue you are in. loren i seriously love you more than i can ever say.

you have made an everlasting impressionon my heart, and i can not wait to see you

your california sunshine

[lornographic]

nat i love you so much. i will dedicate every song and every dance and every scene to you. =)

-loren

[_phishfood]

i have post-nasal drip too.

[unseenteenqueen]

hey loren...both fridays...tear, im doin a thurs and a sat...no cheer scene with u,lol...but i kno when were coeds, ull keep me laughin back stage...smile =)

-gina

[lornographic]

lol gina you're the coolest... we can pretend we're in a show together. and of course i will keep u laughin back stage. it's what i do.

-loren

[lornographic]

P-N D buddies. niiice.