somebody please tell me why i'm so freakin angry all the time???

"you're just another bitter woman...."
"i ain't bitter. i'm mad as hell."

whoever knows where that line is from (without having to google it, of course) wins 50+ points from me.

that's pretty much all i gotta say. arrite. peace.

"my grace is sufficient, for power is made perfect in weakness..."
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i think i finally feel better. as i said to a friend, "i'm not so sorrowful anymore". the bitterness that has plagued my life this past month has dissipated and i'm capable of feeling love and giving love again. who knows how long this ( Read more... )

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at ( Read more... )

so yesterday was the 4th of july. independence day. "independence". being the foolish little girl that i am, i craved independence. but i found myself , on independence day of all days, completely codependent and in desparate need of my family ( Read more... )

i thouroughly enjoy it when my bosses call me "mija"...of course gary and monica originated this (btw, quick shout out to my papi y mamasita)...;)

and i feel suprisingly content when relatives call me "anak ko".

.....HOWEVER.....

i HATE HATE HATE it when my mother utilizes either term stated above, i.e. "aye hija!" or "aye anak ko!". she has the ( Read more... )

for once...

someone valued my soul more than my body.
someone saw it and said it was beautiful.

...that's why its so hard.

so far, i've had quite an eventful break. only a few hours after finals, my life went for a loop. and thus began the craziness of summer.

thursday night: this night included the eating of ice cream, the sulking in misery, and the consolation of roommates. somehow we all had issues this day. they always said that when it rains, it pours. yes sir, it ( Read more... )

What if there was no light
Nothing wrong, nothing right.
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme.

What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side.
That you don't want me there in your life.
...
Oooh, that's right
Let's take a breath try to hold it inside
Oooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even ( Read more... )

my brother is a lot wiser than he seems.

dUwEnDeKiD289: its all disipline seriously
lorelei: yeah..ure gonna discipline me
dUwEnDeKiD289: NO!
dUwEnDeKiD289: lol
dUwEnDeKiD289: its a mental thing
lorelei: ure gonna help me!!!
dUwEnDeKiD289: ..
dUwEnDeKiD289: no
lorelei: DO IT!
dUwEnDeKiD289: ..
dUwEnDeKiD289: DISCIPLINE
dUwEnDeKiD289: AND YOU AINT MOTIVATED
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Dear Good Sir,

Earlier this year we discussed the importance of pencils. I now understand why you chose to be such a utiized writing device. However, I do believe that I am still an out-of-tune-piano. But I did find a bit of consolation in this quote:

“One man gets nothing but discord out of a piano; another gets harmony. No one claims the piano is ( Read more... )