i hate her. try and help, nothing makes sense, nothing works, so she hits me. luckily, i managed to stop myself from hiting back. no need to get even more sore. i have big plans for myself. plans to leave this place behind... this very life behind... but i can't tell anyone, because i can't let anyone stop me. not this time. i want a second chance ( Read more... )

Destiny. Des-tin-y. i still don't know if its real. same as i don't know God is real. i beleive in it, the same as i believe in God, just because it makes sense. the world didn't boom into appearance, and our choices can't be known unless its decided. so therefore, if God knows our decitions, then he knows we cannot decide anything unless he sees ( Read more... )

ha ha ha! i just tried that googlism thing kt told me about ( Read more... )

hey every body! i don't know what to write about, so im just going to say hi, and chris covered me in marker, so now i am orange, but i got more marker on him than he got on me, and he got more marker on himself then i got on him. hahahaha! i laugh at him, trying to explain to his mom how he got blue marker on his chin, haha! i feel happy today. im ( Read more... )

hey everyone! me here, life suks, did you know that? hahaha. *sigh* ive been playing a video came for 45 hours, and i cannot defeat this one monster. it is just too powerfull for me. its name is hojo, and its given me NINE GAMEOVERS IN A ROW! any way, enough about video games. ive been renting movies at the library, a television series that only ( Read more... )

hey guys, i haven't been on for like... ever. im a little depressed right now, because the place where i do volunteer work, has just accused me of stealing somthin. this is the whole, long, sad story. you see, i saw this beautiful chinese decoration thing that i just had to buy. it was so lovely, but it cost like, thirty dollars. i asked how much i ( Read more... )

i hate school and i just stated.. . sixety pounds of books (weighed them) and another ten puonds of crap. and then my locker shelves colapsed, and now my locker is half full with a mess, and the classes just inched by. l8tr!

you would not belive what i did to myself the other day. somehow, i got locked out of the house, and had to get a ladder, pull out the bathroom screen, and climb in through the window. all this was after puonding the front door, going "oh shit" at the side door, and rattling the hell out of the back door that i had locked erlier that day. it all ( Read more... )

i am a nobody, so i guess i'm perfect, because like you all say, nobodys perfect.
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five minutes ago it was pouring atside, the power was flicking on and off, thunder was shking the floors (or was that my music?), and lightning flooded the yard with white light. i couldn't resist it any longer. i threw off my shoes and took a walk in the rain, so now i am soaked, and i feel so happy. the rain has past now, blew right over. i also ( Read more... )