College Life means a Stressful Life
Yo! What's up bloggie? It's been ages since I haven't blogged here right?
Well just want to update you about myself because I keep on updating my fics here instead of updating about myself...
Well.. then..let's start...
I am a college student now and definitely, being a medical student in a medical university was REALLY A HEADACHE...
It's really tiring and stressful. Our midterms were over but our finals were approaching once again..Time flies too fast neh?
Well.. I am quite satisfied with my grades except for my PHARM11, one of my major subjects... My professor in that class was the Dean of our College...and really! She's very mind-boggling. TT__________TT.. she's really good and very smart yet, her subject was really,,O.O...
I tried my best to get a good grade yet fate was playing with me once again.. It's so cruel.. I can be qualified as a Dean's lister yet because of her given mark to me, my dreams were totally shattered. She never gave a high score to anyone of our class.. And the worst thing was that she gave extra credit points to those students who represented our college in our intramurals...
TT_____________TT..It's really BULLSHIT to know that some students who were supposed to FAIL had passed...=______=
And I also have another dillema... lately, i felt sad because of my guy friend.
He's a Kpop lover too like me, and he's one of the few guy friends I had considered (nothing more than that) but then, suddenly, it felt like he's distancing himself towards our group. I don't know the reason why but I wanted to confront him about this matter. Lately, during lunch, he's not eating with us anymore and every time we see him, it seems like he ignores our presence...
I mean WTF is going on with him? We haven't offended him or what but it seems like.Uggh... i can't explain it..>_<... Somehow, me and my friends felt like "Are we a bad influence to him?" Yet, in reality, we're good friends and we're not the typical lazy bums...
I perfectly understand that GUYS were DIFFERENT from GIRLS but it's just soooo sooooo LAME...
I mean... Why go away without a proper reason, right? It pisses me off every time people doesn't speak their feelings about these matters. If they have problems, why don't we talk about it? So we could fix it....
And then realization hit me... that.. yeah~ HE'S a HE. a GUY, SPECIFICALLY, NOT a SHE...
Men doesn't like to be confronted unlike women, we sort things out through talking... true, isn't it?
But in a GUY's case?
They love to sort out their problems on their own... And they aren't willing to share their problems with anyone, nor ask for someone's advice unless they're really that desperate for solutions...
And yeah~ so what Me and my Friends did was to let him have his own Little Space for a while..
Well I guess, because we teased him too much with one of our friends that's why. But, it's onl a joke.. i mean, we always joked about it and he never got mad or anything but now... aisssh... I don't know... I can't understand him anymore...
Am I too weird for acting like this? well truth to be told, it's my first time to have a guy friend. A Kpop lover to be exact. But I do have few male friends too.. ok. mostly were gays but some were straight..hehe..XDD
oh by the way! SEPT.10, 2011 --- this is the date of my first COMMUNITY SERVICE!!! in our NSTP CLASS!^^.. I hope I could do well!>.<..
Ok..that's all for now bloggie... I have to go now...