I sit here looking deep into this empty box wondering what im going to write today. What adventure should i write about. What a strange time its been for me. How the past should be left untouched and never spoken to again...well thats a lil too harsh on that one ( Read more... )

December 11th is my D-Day. Im going to find out how much time im going to have to face. I have to call in every Tuesday to check in to a pre-trials officer. Kind of like pre-parol i guess. Anyways gotta do the turning in of check stubs from work and checking in every month as well. Gotta stay clean thats for sure...bout time i got healthy ( Read more... )

I look at how things are going with everybody right now in their life. People trying to commit suicide, people totally fucked on drugs, people getting caught up for simple things that fuck up their lives in the long run. Shit like my life. Drugs, alcohol, and just total apathetic feelings toward things just set me on the wrong path. Now im ( Read more... )

Capricorn ( Read more... )

This cough has been bothering me all day. Then i realize, after i smoked my last cigarette twenty minutes ago, that i had just bought that pack not that long ago. Funny how i realize these things now. Its not the only thing bothering me. A cough and total frustration with what's going on. It feels like im against the world...or more like the ( Read more... )

Its been a while since ive written in this. Its been such a while that so much has happend in that while ( Read more... )

Words are spoken and anger is received. The cork has popped from the champaign from being shaken so much. There is no way back. The explosion has done enough damage ( Read more... )

I screwed up my knee on sunday skating. Damn board perfectly took my knee out. So im off my board for a while. Tho i can still work but my knee has been bothering me. I got advice to go get it checked out but im laggin it like always. Laggin like always ( Read more... )

The other day i noticed something strange with my friends. Conversations that im not to hear are shut up with a slamming door as i enter the room. Total silence as i walk among my friends ( Read more... )

I have this picture of a man on his knees huntched over holding his stomach yelling in pain ( Read more... )