well for some reason i feel so sad and alone that nothing i right anymore that i have miss up and that me and kevin went work out cuz of me but i know that it well work out cuz we love each other so much but i feel so bad for having him have a grilfriend that use to cut and feels like cuting so much that it is driveing her crazy to jut pick up an ( Read more... )

the rain i just love the rain so clam and pace nothing can stop it or hurt it i wish sometimes that i am like rain ( Read more... )

So times I wonder why my life is full with dram then I see that yea at last it is some what not brooding always fights to hear but sometimes I wonder are things diffent at other peoples house sometimes I feel like life is just a nightmare then other times are so good that it is just a dream that I am living that I just need to look at it in diffent ( Read more... )

ok well life is so fucking miss up right now i so want to go back to my old ways but if i do i know that i well hurt everone i care for that i just don't want to do that i am so lost in my mind i love this guy so much and he knows and he makes me so happy and he is so happy but i mean that i can't see him and i want to so badly then i am so afraid ( Read more... )